This week
So this week gone fast:)
School everyday but not on thursday or today and thats great:)..so today i was at the gym after leaving my cousin at kindergarten!!
And yesterday I was at home all day with my cousins cause they didnt feel good...OH MY..
Wednesday me and my classmates were going out..cause Shayne had her birthday yesterday (no one new exept me but) haha so we went out me Shayne and her lovely little sister:)..Giacomo, Morat, marina, maria Thien and yeah it was so much fun:)..we drank and drank and drank och danced and danced hahaha:)..when i was going to the bathroom the guy who sits by the toilets to keep it clean and so grabbed me and said" Heeey your that swedish girl, how are you" and i got so choked...o my even the toilet guy remembers me..im her that often?!;P
And then we drank more and danced more and aroung 03.00 we went home...BUT we didnt Giacomo asked me Shayne and Morat if we wanted to come to his place he had wine and stuff OYEAH we said...so we sat there until 05.00 then i said MY i have to go im going to work at 07.00 HAHA so we went home i sleept an hour and then my aunt woke me up...and i was dreaming that it was someone els so i almost screamd and kicked her but in the last minute i saw that it was her:P
I was supposed to give my cousins a ride to kindergarten then go home and sleep for a few hours BUT...as i said they had to be home:P..so i was really tired and sleept at 21.00 yesterday:P
And today i took them to kindergarten then i went to the gym and now im home...im going to maybe lunch soon then get R and his friend from kindergarten and later i will hang out with some friends..
me and Shayne is a bit faster than everyone els in class...so when were done and have to wait for everyone we teach eachother lagunguage:)...hehe
so i can say alot of things in tagalog (phillipines) and some words in italian and vietnamish and thai:)
so her i will show you what i know:)
Salake
(I love you in Thai)
Chang che Denise (My name is Denise in thai)( e is like ö in pronauntiation)
wo ai ni (is I love you in chinese)
Tén tóy lá Denise (my name is Denise in vietnamish)
Maiale (pig in italienish) Du si Maiale (you are a pig)
Testata (dont now the english word but i think its like stupid its Kopfstoss in german)
Testavota (is like you have nothing in your head Italiensh)
Tu sei Dolce (your cute italienish)
And now all of the tagalog i now:) be amazed;P
Ang pangalan ko ay Denise ( my name is Denise)
Ako ay labingisang taong gulang (Im 21 years old)
Galing ako sa Sweden (im from Sweden)
Aw ang vute mo naman ( your so cute)
Kamusta ka? To a friend --- Oy musta? (How are you?)
Mabuti (Im fine)
Mahal Kita ( i love you)
Salamat (Thank you)
So thats all for this time
tomorrow its fotball time YAAAY
BYe
School everyday but not on thursday or today and thats great:)..so today i was at the gym after leaving my cousin at kindergarten!!
And yesterday I was at home all day with my cousins cause they didnt feel good...OH MY..
Wednesday me and my classmates were going out..cause Shayne had her birthday yesterday (no one new exept me but) haha so we went out me Shayne and her lovely little sister:)..Giacomo, Morat, marina, maria Thien and yeah it was so much fun:)..we drank and drank and drank och danced and danced hahaha:)..when i was going to the bathroom the guy who sits by the toilets to keep it clean and so grabbed me and said" Heeey your that swedish girl, how are you" and i got so choked...o my even the toilet guy remembers me..im her that often?!;P
And then we drank more and danced more and aroung 03.00 we went home...BUT we didnt Giacomo asked me Shayne and Morat if we wanted to come to his place he had wine and stuff OYEAH we said...so we sat there until 05.00 then i said MY i have to go im going to work at 07.00 HAHA so we went home i sleept an hour and then my aunt woke me up...and i was dreaming that it was someone els so i almost screamd and kicked her but in the last minute i saw that it was her:P
I was supposed to give my cousins a ride to kindergarten then go home and sleep for a few hours BUT...as i said they had to be home:P..so i was really tired and sleept at 21.00 yesterday:P
And today i took them to kindergarten then i went to the gym and now im home...im going to maybe lunch soon then get R and his friend from kindergarten and later i will hang out with some friends..
me and Shayne is a bit faster than everyone els in class...so when were done and have to wait for everyone we teach eachother lagunguage:)...hehe
so i can say alot of things in tagalog (phillipines) and some words in italian and vietnamish and thai:)
so her i will show you what i know:)
Salake
(I love you in Thai)
Chang che Denise (My name is Denise in thai)( e is like ö in pronauntiation)
wo ai ni (is I love you in chinese)
Tén tóy lá Denise (my name is Denise in vietnamish)
Maiale (pig in italienish) Du si Maiale (you are a pig)
Testata (dont now the english word but i think its like stupid its Kopfstoss in german)
Testavota (is like you have nothing in your head Italiensh)
Tu sei Dolce (your cute italienish)
And now all of the tagalog i now:) be amazed;P
Ang pangalan ko ay Denise ( my name is Denise)
Ako ay labingisang taong gulang (Im 21 years old)
Galing ako sa Sweden (im from Sweden)
Aw ang vute mo naman ( your so cute)
Kamusta ka? To a friend --- Oy musta? (How are you?)
Mabuti (Im fine)
Mahal Kita ( i love you)
Salamat (Thank you)
So thats all for this time
tomorrow its fotball time YAAAY
BYe
Hard day
Today is a hard and wierd day....i havent been thinking for a very long time..but today all the thoughts came back and its killing me...gaaah....it really hurts....and i have to put it behind me i know, I hate that it takes such a long time...and i hate that it hurts so much for me, and not for you...
I know that you will be home today and i dont know what to think...yaay then i can meet you..or think if I never hear from you again!??!..think if i never see you again think if we never hang out togheter again...i miss you i do, i really do...i know that you dont...but i dont mean that we should be us again...i just like hanging out with you...cause we had fun, really fun...
So it feels like im back where i started...i hate it...i hate you, who comes here and change everything...and i know you ive been hanging out with you years ago thats whats killing me to..what kind of person are you?!
im soon of to the gym...i made pancakes today they tasted good...after the gym i will pick my cousin up and then were going to his gymnastik....
and then im meeting some friends and then home and sleep...and i hope i dont dream all the things i dreamd tonight it sucked....
bye
I know that you will be home today and i dont know what to think...yaay then i can meet you..or think if I never hear from you again!??!..think if i never see you again think if we never hang out togheter again...i miss you i do, i really do...i know that you dont...but i dont mean that we should be us again...i just like hanging out with you...cause we had fun, really fun...
So it feels like im back where i started...i hate it...i hate you, who comes here and change everything...and i know you ive been hanging out with you years ago thats whats killing me to..what kind of person are you?!
im soon of to the gym...i made pancakes today they tasted good...after the gym i will pick my cousin up and then were going to his gymnastik....
and then im meeting some friends and then home and sleep...and i hope i dont dream all the things i dreamd tonight it sucked....
bye
Sea life
This weekend has been good!
On frida me Baschti, Asja and Robin went to go bowling i won the last set and Robin won the first!!:)
And we drank som beer and some shot every strike you got you got a shot so i got around 6 shots:D...how great isnt that...they should have like that in sweden to:)
And yesterday we were supposed to just chill at Asjas place but it stopped with that everyone wanted to go out so they forced me to come to:P..so i came but i was sobber and tired...but i had so much fun hahaha it was so long ago that i laught so much ahahahhaha:P O MY GOD!!! Yeah it was fun and i cried cause i laught so much:P
And today i woke up aroung 10.00 and taked to my grandmother, then i ate breakfast and then i went with my cousins ant my aunt and her husband to sealife...it was ok i like to go around and watch all the fish and when i do it i really miss diving..so now i want to go diving again...have the calm around me and not hearing anything except my one breaths!!! its great!!
And soon im eating lunch and then im going to hauptbahnhof meeting Emelie go to empelde and get my bag and then by chips and coke and then go to Emelie and see a movie...GREAT..and then home get some sleep and school tomorrow.....have i told you that we got a guy from italy in our class?!?!
me and Shayne things he is cut...if he only toke the berd away;P
Old pic from the Pram
BYE
Breath
I see nothing in your eyes
And the more I see, the less I like
Is it over yet?
In my head
I know nothing of your kind
And I won't reveal your evil mind
Is it over yet?
I can't wait
So sacrifice yourself
And let me have whats left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
I´m going all the way
Get away
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You gotta fight just to make it trough
Cause I´ll be the death of you
This will be all over soon
Pour salt into the open wound
is it over yet?
Let me in
So sacrifice your self
And let me have whats left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
You gotta fight just to make it trough
Cause I´ll be the death of you
I´m waiting
I´m hating
Realize
Start hiding
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You gotta fight just to make it trough
Cause I´ll be the death of you
And the more I see, the less I like
Is it over yet?
In my head
I know nothing of your kind
And I won't reveal your evil mind
Is it over yet?
I can't wait
So sacrifice yourself
And let me have whats left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
I´m going all the way
Get away
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You gotta fight just to make it trough
Cause I´ll be the death of you
This will be all over soon
Pour salt into the open wound
is it over yet?
Let me in
So sacrifice your self
And let me have whats left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
You gotta fight just to make it trough
Cause I´ll be the death of you
I´m waiting
I´m hating
Realize
Start hiding
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You gotta fight just to make it trough
Cause I´ll be the death of you
Back in Germany!
Yesterday i came back to Germany...I had some mixed feelings and when me my mum and mu dad was going to the airport i didnt want to go...i wanted to stay in Sweden...Be at home all day sleep as long as i wanted and just relax...
But when i meet Emelie at the airport in Stockholm i feelt good going back,..
And when i arrived in Hannover and saw Christina and Rickard it feelt good to be back:)
So i played with R the whole night and he and Morten lay in my bed while i was reading to them:)..they are just to cute!!
I dont start school until next monday and that feels good..!! i was there today and payed for it all and orderd my books...
And tonight im going to meet Björn and Baschti:)...its going to be so much fun!! and in 45 min i have to pick my cousin up so im going to bed for a while now!!
Bye
But when i meet Emelie at the airport in Stockholm i feelt good going back,..
And when i arrived in Hannover and saw Christina and Rickard it feelt good to be back:)
So i played with R the whole night and he and Morten lay in my bed while i was reading to them:)..they are just to cute!!
I dont start school until next monday and that feels good..!! i was there today and payed for it all and orderd my books...
And tonight im going to meet Björn and Baschti:)...its going to be so much fun!! and in 45 min i have to pick my cousin up so im going to bed for a while now!!
Bye
