Hard day

Today is a hard and wierd day....i havent been thinking for a very long time..but today all the thoughts came back and its killing me...gaaah....it really hurts....and i have to put it behind me i know, I hate that it takes such a long time...and i hate that it hurts so much for me, and not for you...

I know that you will be home today and i dont know what to think...yaay then i can meet you..or think if I never hear from you again!??!..think if i never see you again think if we never hang out togheter again...i miss you i do, i really do...i know that you dont...but i dont mean that we should be us again...i just like hanging out with you...cause we had fun, really fun...

So it feels like im back where i started...i hate it...i hate you, who comes here and change everything...and i know you ive been hanging out with you years ago thats whats killing me to..what kind of person are you?!


im soon of to the gym...i made pancakes today they tasted good...after the gym i will pick my cousin up and then were going to his gymnastik....
and then im meeting some friends and then home and sleep...and i hope i dont dream all the things i dreamd tonight it sucked....

bye

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Postat av: Cis

Och när hamnade du på ett gym? Det gillas :) Stor och stark :)



2009-01-24 @ 07:35:42
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Postat av: Cis

s ähh du får följa med o köra ett pass med mig när du kommer hem :)

2009-01-26 @ 01:26:54
URL: http://celiasilver.wordpress.com

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