Friday tomorrow!
Finally its friday tomorrow:)..how great dosent that feel?!
I can eat candy:D...and i can sleep as long as I want to:)
So this week has been like all the other...M was sick this tuesday so we were at home all day...went for a walk for an hour in the lovely spring weather:)
Yesterday morning i couldnt find my key...I still cant find it and I have noo Idea were it could be.. I came home after the walk with M and didnt go out anymore...so it has to be here somewherre hmmm....
So after school I had to go to my aunts work and get her key...we went out for lunch that was nice:)..Then i picked my cousins up...played some!! Björn came with cookies;)..and we just chilled talked alot and actually we talked in german;P..For a long time to!!
Then i went to the gym and practised some...and then i went to varpu and looked at a movie:)..We saw "A geishas memoars" But i have to say that the book is sooo much better...I told Varpu and now she wants to read it!!!
yeah then i went home aroun 01.30 and sleept!!
Today im taking my cousins to there gymnastik and then im going to do some workout BBP;P...and then sleep early didint get that many hours to sleep tonight...but i took a bath today:)..it was great..I feel very relaxed now!!
Soo yeah tomorrow its school again...eat candy muuums and go to varpus birthday party but ill stay sobber..ive been sober the last times we´ve been out here but i drink like 3 beer or something...and this weekend I wont drink anything!!:)...Saturday and sunday its more candy and more workout:)
And now im going to make some food !!
have a great weekend everyone of you!!!
Bye
I can eat candy:D...and i can sleep as long as I want to:)
So this week has been like all the other...M was sick this tuesday so we were at home all day...went for a walk for an hour in the lovely spring weather:)
Yesterday morning i couldnt find my key...I still cant find it and I have noo Idea were it could be.. I came home after the walk with M and didnt go out anymore...so it has to be here somewherre hmmm....
So after school I had to go to my aunts work and get her key...we went out for lunch that was nice:)..Then i picked my cousins up...played some!! Björn came with cookies;)..and we just chilled talked alot and actually we talked in german;P..For a long time to!!
Then i went to the gym and practised some...and then i went to varpu and looked at a movie:)..We saw "A geishas memoars" But i have to say that the book is sooo much better...I told Varpu and now she wants to read it!!!
yeah then i went home aroun 01.30 and sleept!!
Today im taking my cousins to there gymnastik and then im going to do some workout BBP;P...and then sleep early didint get that many hours to sleep tonight...but i took a bath today:)..it was great..I feel very relaxed now!!
Soo yeah tomorrow its school again...eat candy muuums and go to varpus birthday party but ill stay sobber..ive been sober the last times we´ve been out here but i drink like 3 beer or something...and this weekend I wont drink anything!!:)...Saturday and sunday its more candy and more workout:)
And now im going to make some food !!
have a great weekend everyone of you!!!
Bye
Sunday lovely sunday
Soo now its sunday and tomorrow its school again!!!
i think i only reqad like one more course and then quit cause im really tired of school right now!!!
Yeah wednesday we were out me shayne varpo Giacomo and Morat it was funny danced and soo...but everyone were tired!
This friday me Emelie and Amanda walked arounf Maschee to see som light thingis:P..but when we came there we couldnt see any;P..so we started to walked and after like 500 meters we found one...(not art to me but):P..and then we walked again and 500 meters after that we found something in the tree:P..then we walked home and yeah..i was at home around 23 and sleept:P sooo tired
Saturday i was at home all day...then around 14 i walked to the gym:D (2 km) then i did my work out and it feelt great!!...Around 18 Björn came and picked me up:)..we went to his place and ate pizza buns, and then we went to Robins place were robin and baschti were...he just got finnished with his appartment and it was really nice:)..i liked it...we went to bahnhof picked Varpo up and then we went to a cocktail bar and then as usuall to the dax:P...it was funny i like hang around with those huys they are so much fun:)..so i laught and dancec abit:)...a nice evening:)..i had fun
now i have to go cause my cousin wants to show me his big train;P
Bye
some pics from yesterday
i think i only reqad like one more course and then quit cause im really tired of school right now!!!
Yeah wednesday we were out me shayne varpo Giacomo and Morat it was funny danced and soo...but everyone were tired!
This friday me Emelie and Amanda walked arounf Maschee to see som light thingis:P..but when we came there we couldnt see any;P..so we started to walked and after like 500 meters we found one...(not art to me but):P..and then we walked again and 500 meters after that we found something in the tree:P..then we walked home and yeah..i was at home around 23 and sleept:P sooo tired
Saturday i was at home all day...then around 14 i walked to the gym:D (2 km) then i did my work out and it feelt great!!...Around 18 Björn came and picked me up:)..we went to his place and ate pizza buns, and then we went to Robins place were robin and baschti were...he just got finnished with his appartment and it was really nice:)..i liked it...we went to bahnhof picked Varpo up and then we went to a cocktail bar and then as usuall to the dax:P...it was funny i like hang around with those huys they are so much fun:)..so i laught and dancec abit:)...a nice evening:)..i had fun
now i have to go cause my cousin wants to show me his big train;P
Bye
some pics from yesterday
Sitting her alone and its great!
Last weekend i was in Sweden:)...it was great stressfull but great:) Friday was I just at home sat with my LOVELY family and just talked my 2 best friends came over Sweetie and Tuuudi:)..we just talked to, i was so tired so i couldnt do anything els:P...And then i went to bed around 23.00...when i was moving the pillow I heard something behind my head..and were to GIFTS;D...That my mum bought to me YAAAY:D..
So i run to her bed and my sister came to:)..I got haircolor (so my hair is black again) and I got socks that goes to my thighs:)..sooooooo cool:)
Then I tried all my mums new clothes that she bought:)..very nice:)
Saturday up early and go to Starport:)..There just one word for that AMAZING...it was so great and lovely (its -9 degrees and snow every where) So i kissed starport soo much:)..and ofcourse he kissed me back;)...and then we went out in the woods:)..we werent out to long around 40 minutes:)..but it was great we were there in the woods with the soon shinig on us thrue the trees aaaaa..great..then i went home took a shower ate som nutella bread:)..and then me my sister and my dad went to Solsta to look at my sisters childrens gymnastik competition!! after 15 minutes me and my sister went to Kr.hamn to go to a baptis:)...My swwet cousin Simon:)..we ate ate ate and then around 19.00 we went home started to drink our two bottles of wine:)..lars Björn and Björns cousin came and we had fun:)...i got happy when Lars told me " I think youve been in Germany long enough now...its time for you to come home":)....Then we went to Nöjes my other sister came:)..and i was even more happier:)..i just wanted to stay in sweden:)...and then i meet a crazy guy that tought if he offerd me pizza i would go home with him:P..HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....But NOOO thank you!!
Then sunday..and im here:)
Ive been in school this week new course and all...ive been a little bit ill tough but it feels better now...Yesterday me Shayne varpo Giacomo and Morat were out:)..it was fun I only drank 3 beers so i was calm and sobber...Shayne tp i think almost everyone were sober:)...danced a bit and talked...then we went to buy pommes hahahaha and the guy who sold the pommes asked were we came from..and when shayne said phillipine he just oo how old you 22 and he just noooo not 22 and then he asked her if she wanted to go to a movie with him;P..and ofcourse i would come to (yeah right) then he gave shayne his number hahaha i laught so hard (he was like 40 and really ugly) but me and Shayne figured out that it was better for her to have his number then he had hers!!!
so yeah now im sitting her sleept around 4 hours tonight but cant bring my self to sleep any more...im going to make some food...then pick M up and then gymnastik then home and play..maybe make some pancakes if C buys milk...then i have to put them to bed today cause C and K are going to some meeting or whatever!!
and on saturday were going out again but i think ill stay sober...it will be me Björn Shayne Sharlie Varpo and maybe some other guys I dont reallt noe..dont really care either as long as we have fun...and we always do!!
Miss you guys in Sweden!!!
and we have lovely weather here in Hannover today the sun is shining and it feels like spring:)
So i run to her bed and my sister came to:)..I got haircolor (so my hair is black again) and I got socks that goes to my thighs:)..sooooooo cool:)
Then I tried all my mums new clothes that she bought:)..very nice:)
Saturday up early and go to Starport:)..There just one word for that AMAZING...it was so great and lovely (its -9 degrees and snow every where) So i kissed starport soo much:)..and ofcourse he kissed me back;)...and then we went out in the woods:)..we werent out to long around 40 minutes:)..but it was great we were there in the woods with the soon shinig on us thrue the trees aaaaa..great..then i went home took a shower ate som nutella bread:)..and then me my sister and my dad went to Solsta to look at my sisters childrens gymnastik competition!! after 15 minutes me and my sister went to Kr.hamn to go to a baptis:)...My swwet cousin Simon:)..we ate ate ate and then around 19.00 we went home started to drink our two bottles of wine:)..lars Björn and Björns cousin came and we had fun:)...i got happy when Lars told me " I think youve been in Germany long enough now...its time for you to come home":)....Then we went to Nöjes my other sister came:)..and i was even more happier:)..i just wanted to stay in sweden:)...and then i meet a crazy guy that tought if he offerd me pizza i would go home with him:P..HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....But NOOO thank you!!
Then sunday..and im here:)
Ive been in school this week new course and all...ive been a little bit ill tough but it feels better now...Yesterday me Shayne varpo Giacomo and Morat were out:)..it was fun I only drank 3 beers so i was calm and sobber...Shayne tp i think almost everyone were sober:)...danced a bit and talked...then we went to buy pommes hahahaha and the guy who sold the pommes asked were we came from..and when shayne said phillipine he just oo how old you 22 and he just noooo not 22 and then he asked her if she wanted to go to a movie with him;P..and ofcourse i would come to (yeah right) then he gave shayne his number hahaha i laught so hard (he was like 40 and really ugly) but me and Shayne figured out that it was better for her to have his number then he had hers!!!
so yeah now im sitting her sleept around 4 hours tonight but cant bring my self to sleep any more...im going to make some food...then pick M up and then gymnastik then home and play..maybe make some pancakes if C buys milk...then i have to put them to bed today cause C and K are going to some meeting or whatever!!
and on saturday were going out again but i think ill stay sober...it will be me Björn Shayne Sharlie Varpo and maybe some other guys I dont reallt noe..dont really care either as long as we have fun...and we always do!!
Miss you guys in Sweden!!!
and we have lovely weather here in Hannover today the sun is shining and it feels like spring:)
Sweden
So now i only have school tomorrow and on thursday im off and on friday were going to sweden:D..Yaaay i really want to go now:)
Im flying early i the morning with my aunt uncle and two cousins:)..My cousin is really exhited to fly with me:)
Today ive been in school and me and Shayne are so bored:P we just sit there shayne is painting and im doing my homework;P...after class we went and ate and then i picked my cousin up went to music and now im home...but im going to go again in like 5 minutes to the gym to pay and practise i think im going to join the pilates course today:)
On saturday i was out me and Björn and Sharlie came it was fun ;P
And on Saturday our neighbour called and wonder if we should go out running yeah shure i said (half asleep and a bit hangover) but then she said or we can walk we dont have to run yeah shure!!
about 13.00 she came and then she said heey you wanna take the bikes instead:P
So we biked around for an hour it feelt good...i think im going to do that every saturday and sunday morning now so i wont get so tired around 12 every weekend:P..cause it feelt good:)
After that my neighbour came down to us with her girl and they played with my cousins and than we ate som cookies;P..your aloud to do that when youve been biking so much as we did:)
And a positive thing is that i talked german for an hour:)..i only used one english word at the whole time cause i didnt now what baptise (cant spell) was called in german:)..but she understood..i accuallt explained it in german:D so plus points for me!!
O my its late have to go now get som money and then to the gym!!
Seee yaaa
Im flying early i the morning with my aunt uncle and two cousins:)..My cousin is really exhited to fly with me:)
Today ive been in school and me and Shayne are so bored:P we just sit there shayne is painting and im doing my homework;P...after class we went and ate and then i picked my cousin up went to music and now im home...but im going to go again in like 5 minutes to the gym to pay and practise i think im going to join the pilates course today:)
On saturday i was out me and Björn and Sharlie came it was fun ;P
And on Saturday our neighbour called and wonder if we should go out running yeah shure i said (half asleep and a bit hangover) but then she said or we can walk we dont have to run yeah shure!!
about 13.00 she came and then she said heey you wanna take the bikes instead:P
So we biked around for an hour it feelt good...i think im going to do that every saturday and sunday morning now so i wont get so tired around 12 every weekend:P..cause it feelt good:)
After that my neighbour came down to us with her girl and they played with my cousins and than we ate som cookies;P..your aloud to do that when youve been biking so much as we did:)
And a positive thing is that i talked german for an hour:)..i only used one english word at the whole time cause i didnt now what baptise (cant spell) was called in german:)..but she understood..i accuallt explained it in german:D so plus points for me!!
O my its late have to go now get som money and then to the gym!!
Seee yaaa
Tiiired
Im soo tired theese days dont know why i dont have any energy it sucks....but i guess its because im still a little bit sick and yeah!!!
So today i might go out with Shayne and Sharlie it depends if they can they will call me later...but Shayne was a bit sick today in school so i dont know!!!
But it would be fun!
Next weekend were going to Karlstad its going to be fun...i hope i meet my sweetie and Tuuudi:)...and some more friends maybe if theres any time,,,
im to tired to write blogg see nooo energy at all i i want to do is go to bed acctually...im boring i know:P and i could go to the gym but nooo
bbyee
So today i might go out with Shayne and Sharlie it depends if they can they will call me later...but Shayne was a bit sick today in school so i dont know!!!
But it would be fun!
Next weekend were going to Karlstad its going to be fun...i hope i meet my sweetie and Tuuudi:)...and some more friends maybe if theres any time,,,
im to tired to write blogg see nooo energy at all i i want to do is go to bed acctually...im boring i know:P and i could go to the gym but nooo
bbyee
Weekend and stuff
This weekend was good...i was at the dax again on friday!And yesterday i was at a fotball game it was great hannover 69 wann me and Baschti were so happy:D
Then we went to fun park in t he night but we went home early you cant be sober at that club so me and björn didnt have that much fun;P
And today i feel sick blä so im going to bed with emelie soon see a movie or something!!!
but a test!!
Every girl has to do this test
för du vill väl aldrig stå utan kärleken.. ?
About you
Your name : Denise Viktoria Ferm Lange
Born : 14 Juli 1987
Live: Hannover
Nicknames : Nizen, Nisse, DenisePenis, Dennis
Hobbys: Judo, Wakeboard, Snowboard, surfa, dykning, party, mina vänner
Friends: Hanna, Ähmm, My darling, G
School : Lindesskolan
Did you during this week
Miss someone : Yes really much
Regreat something: Yes i have
Lied: hahaha yeah sure...a withe lie for my cousins
Betraid someone: no
Feelt like you suck: No
Cried: Yes
Laught: yes really much
Been sick: Im sick now
Been in another country: I am now so yeah
Meet someone that you talked to on the computer: Yes
Feelings
Do you crie alot : You wouldnt belive it but yes i do
Laugh alot: hahaha yes i do always
How do you feel right now: Tired, sick..like ive been hit by a train
How have you been feeling this last months: mixed feelings..both good and bad
Have you been thinking of suicide?: Noo
Do you have any secrets for your parents? Yeah i think so
LOVE!
Have you found love this month: No I dont care about that crap
Easy to fall inlove: No i dont trust guys
Are you inloved in love: No i hate that things
Do you belive in forever: Noooo
Are you inloved right now: Nooo
If yes: who: me?
How many people have you been togheter with this month: No one
How many guys have you made out with this month: hahah hmm 3 hihi;)
Did you got hurt from love: Yeah really bad
Did you get happy from love?: Yeah really happy...a while ago though
What kind of guys do you like: The once who make me feel happy and safe
Should a guy be cute or hot: Cute
Should a guy be long or short: Just so he is that long so he can put his chin on my head
should he be blond or brunett?: dont really care
Do you get many guys?: hehe yeah i guess they are so easy to get..just shake your ass and theyre all over you;)
Your looks
BRUNETT OR BLONDIN: Brunett
Eyecolor: Blue
Long or short hair: in the middle
handsome or ugly: The most handsome girl in german anyway HAHA;)
Happy over your looks?: Yeah i guess
Do people tell you that your pretty, beautiful: Yeah
or the opposite?: Noooo
have anyone told you that you should be a model!?!: hahah noo maybe a pornoacter:p
Do you have long fingernails?!: Yeah some of them are long
Do you where make up?!: When im going out
WHY? Arent you beautiful without?: yeah but its fun to make you look even cuter when your going out;)
..ALLA TJEJER MÅSTE GÖRA DETTA, DET ÄR FÖRSENT ATT BARA STRUNTA I DET.
INOM NÅGRA FÅ MINUTER SÅ KOMMER NÅGOT JÄTTE JOBBIGT ATT HÄNDA I DITT LIV, OM DU INTE GÖR DETTA.
MEN OM DU NU GÖR DETTA ,SÅ KÄNN DIG STOLT!.. NÅGOT BRA HÄNDER I VECKAN!
Then we went to fun park in t he night but we went home early you cant be sober at that club so me and björn didnt have that much fun;P
And today i feel sick blä so im going to bed with emelie soon see a movie or something!!!
but a test!!
Every girl has to do this test
för du vill väl aldrig stå utan kärleken.. ?
About you
Your name : Denise Viktoria Ferm Lange
Born : 14 Juli 1987
Live: Hannover
Nicknames : Nizen, Nisse, DenisePenis, Dennis
Hobbys: Judo, Wakeboard, Snowboard, surfa, dykning, party, mina vänner
Friends: Hanna, Ähmm, My darling, G
School : Lindesskolan
Did you during this week
Miss someone : Yes really much
Regreat something: Yes i have
Lied: hahaha yeah sure...a withe lie for my cousins
Betraid someone: no
Feelt like you suck: No
Cried: Yes
Laught: yes really much
Been sick: Im sick now
Been in another country: I am now so yeah
Meet someone that you talked to on the computer: Yes
Feelings
Do you crie alot : You wouldnt belive it but yes i do
Laugh alot: hahaha yes i do always
How do you feel right now: Tired, sick..like ive been hit by a train
How have you been feeling this last months: mixed feelings..both good and bad
Have you been thinking of suicide?: Noo
Do you have any secrets for your parents? Yeah i think so
LOVE!
Have you found love this month: No I dont care about that crap
Easy to fall inlove: No i dont trust guys
Are you inloved in love: No i hate that things
Do you belive in forever: Noooo
Are you inloved right now: Nooo
If yes: who: me?
How many people have you been togheter with this month: No one
How many guys have you made out with this month: hahah hmm 3 hihi;)
Did you got hurt from love: Yeah really bad
Did you get happy from love?: Yeah really happy...a while ago though
What kind of guys do you like: The once who make me feel happy and safe
Should a guy be cute or hot: Cute
Should a guy be long or short: Just so he is that long so he can put his chin on my head
should he be blond or brunett?: dont really care
Do you get many guys?: hehe yeah i guess they are so easy to get..just shake your ass and theyre all over you;)
Your looks
BRUNETT OR BLONDIN: Brunett
Eyecolor: Blue
Long or short hair: in the middle
handsome or ugly: The most handsome girl in german anyway HAHA;)
Happy over your looks?: Yeah i guess
Do people tell you that your pretty, beautiful: Yeah
or the opposite?: Noooo
have anyone told you that you should be a model!?!: hahah noo maybe a pornoacter:p
Do you have long fingernails?!: Yeah some of them are long
Do you where make up?!: When im going out
WHY? Arent you beautiful without?: yeah but its fun to make you look even cuter when your going out;)
..ALLA TJEJER MÅSTE GÖRA DETTA, DET ÄR FÖRSENT ATT BARA STRUNTA I DET.
INOM NÅGRA FÅ MINUTER SÅ KOMMER NÅGOT JÄTTE JOBBIGT ATT HÄNDA I DITT LIV, OM DU INTE GÖR DETTA.
MEN OM DU NU GÖR DETTA ,SÅ KÄNN DIG STOLT!.. NÅGOT BRA HÄNDER I VECKAN!
This week
So this week gone fast:)
School everyday but not on thursday or today and thats great:)..so today i was at the gym after leaving my cousin at kindergarten!!
And yesterday I was at home all day with my cousins cause they didnt feel good...OH MY..
Wednesday me and my classmates were going out..cause Shayne had her birthday yesterday (no one new exept me but) haha so we went out me Shayne and her lovely little sister:)..Giacomo, Morat, marina, maria Thien and yeah it was so much fun:)..we drank and drank and drank och danced and danced hahaha:)..when i was going to the bathroom the guy who sits by the toilets to keep it clean and so grabbed me and said" Heeey your that swedish girl, how are you" and i got so choked...o my even the toilet guy remembers me..im her that often?!;P
And then we drank more and danced more and aroung 03.00 we went home...BUT we didnt Giacomo asked me Shayne and Morat if we wanted to come to his place he had wine and stuff OYEAH we said...so we sat there until 05.00 then i said MY i have to go im going to work at 07.00 HAHA so we went home i sleept an hour and then my aunt woke me up...and i was dreaming that it was someone els so i almost screamd and kicked her but in the last minute i saw that it was her:P
I was supposed to give my cousins a ride to kindergarten then go home and sleep for a few hours BUT...as i said they had to be home:P..so i was really tired and sleept at 21.00 yesterday:P
And today i took them to kindergarten then i went to the gym and now im home...im going to maybe lunch soon then get R and his friend from kindergarten and later i will hang out with some friends..
me and Shayne is a bit faster than everyone els in class...so when were done and have to wait for everyone we teach eachother lagunguage:)...hehe
so i can say alot of things in tagalog (phillipines) and some words in italian and vietnamish and thai:)
so her i will show you what i know:)
Salake
(I love you in Thai)
Chang che Denise (My name is Denise in thai)( e is like ö in pronauntiation)
wo ai ni (is I love you in chinese)
Tén tóy lá Denise (my name is Denise in vietnamish)
Maiale (pig in italienish) Du si Maiale (you are a pig)
Testata (dont now the english word but i think its like stupid its Kopfstoss in german)
Testavota (is like you have nothing in your head Italiensh)
Tu sei Dolce (your cute italienish)
And now all of the tagalog i now:) be amazed;P
Ang pangalan ko ay Denise ( my name is Denise)
Ako ay labingisang taong gulang (Im 21 years old)
Galing ako sa Sweden (im from Sweden)
Aw ang vute mo naman ( your so cute)
Kamusta ka? To a friend --- Oy musta? (How are you?)
Mabuti (Im fine)
Mahal Kita ( i love you)
Salamat (Thank you)
So thats all for this time
tomorrow its fotball time YAAAY
BYe
School everyday but not on thursday or today and thats great:)..so today i was at the gym after leaving my cousin at kindergarten!!
And yesterday I was at home all day with my cousins cause they didnt feel good...OH MY..
Wednesday me and my classmates were going out..cause Shayne had her birthday yesterday (no one new exept me but) haha so we went out me Shayne and her lovely little sister:)..Giacomo, Morat, marina, maria Thien and yeah it was so much fun:)..we drank and drank and drank och danced and danced hahaha:)..when i was going to the bathroom the guy who sits by the toilets to keep it clean and so grabbed me and said" Heeey your that swedish girl, how are you" and i got so choked...o my even the toilet guy remembers me..im her that often?!;P
And then we drank more and danced more and aroung 03.00 we went home...BUT we didnt Giacomo asked me Shayne and Morat if we wanted to come to his place he had wine and stuff OYEAH we said...so we sat there until 05.00 then i said MY i have to go im going to work at 07.00 HAHA so we went home i sleept an hour and then my aunt woke me up...and i was dreaming that it was someone els so i almost screamd and kicked her but in the last minute i saw that it was her:P
I was supposed to give my cousins a ride to kindergarten then go home and sleep for a few hours BUT...as i said they had to be home:P..so i was really tired and sleept at 21.00 yesterday:P
And today i took them to kindergarten then i went to the gym and now im home...im going to maybe lunch soon then get R and his friend from kindergarten and later i will hang out with some friends..
me and Shayne is a bit faster than everyone els in class...so when were done and have to wait for everyone we teach eachother lagunguage:)...hehe
so i can say alot of things in tagalog (phillipines) and some words in italian and vietnamish and thai:)
so her i will show you what i know:)
Salake
(I love you in Thai)
Chang che Denise (My name is Denise in thai)( e is like ö in pronauntiation)
wo ai ni (is I love you in chinese)
Tén tóy lá Denise (my name is Denise in vietnamish)
Maiale (pig in italienish) Du si Maiale (you are a pig)
Testata (dont now the english word but i think its like stupid its Kopfstoss in german)
Testavota (is like you have nothing in your head Italiensh)
Tu sei Dolce (your cute italienish)
And now all of the tagalog i now:) be amazed;P
Ang pangalan ko ay Denise ( my name is Denise)
Ako ay labingisang taong gulang (Im 21 years old)
Galing ako sa Sweden (im from Sweden)
Aw ang vute mo naman ( your so cute)
Kamusta ka? To a friend --- Oy musta? (How are you?)
Mabuti (Im fine)
Mahal Kita ( i love you)
Salamat (Thank you)
So thats all for this time
tomorrow its fotball time YAAAY
BYe
Hard day
Today is a hard and wierd day....i havent been thinking for a very long time..but today all the thoughts came back and its killing me...gaaah....it really hurts....and i have to put it behind me i know, I hate that it takes such a long time...and i hate that it hurts so much for me, and not for you...
I know that you will be home today and i dont know what to think...yaay then i can meet you..or think if I never hear from you again!??!..think if i never see you again think if we never hang out togheter again...i miss you i do, i really do...i know that you dont...but i dont mean that we should be us again...i just like hanging out with you...cause we had fun, really fun...
So it feels like im back where i started...i hate it...i hate you, who comes here and change everything...and i know you ive been hanging out with you years ago thats whats killing me to..what kind of person are you?!
im soon of to the gym...i made pancakes today they tasted good...after the gym i will pick my cousin up and then were going to his gymnastik....
and then im meeting some friends and then home and sleep...and i hope i dont dream all the things i dreamd tonight it sucked....
bye
I know that you will be home today and i dont know what to think...yaay then i can meet you..or think if I never hear from you again!??!..think if i never see you again think if we never hang out togheter again...i miss you i do, i really do...i know that you dont...but i dont mean that we should be us again...i just like hanging out with you...cause we had fun, really fun...
So it feels like im back where i started...i hate it...i hate you, who comes here and change everything...and i know you ive been hanging out with you years ago thats whats killing me to..what kind of person are you?!
im soon of to the gym...i made pancakes today they tasted good...after the gym i will pick my cousin up and then were going to his gymnastik....
and then im meeting some friends and then home and sleep...and i hope i dont dream all the things i dreamd tonight it sucked....
bye
Sea life
This weekend has been good!
On frida me Baschti, Asja and Robin went to go bowling i won the last set and Robin won the first!!:)
And we drank som beer and some shot every strike you got you got a shot so i got around 6 shots:D...how great isnt that...they should have like that in sweden to:)
And yesterday we were supposed to just chill at Asjas place but it stopped with that everyone wanted to go out so they forced me to come to:P..so i came but i was sobber and tired...but i had so much fun hahaha it was so long ago that i laught so much ahahahhaha:P O MY GOD!!! Yeah it was fun and i cried cause i laught so much:P
And today i woke up aroung 10.00 and taked to my grandmother, then i ate breakfast and then i went with my cousins ant my aunt and her husband to sealife...it was ok i like to go around and watch all the fish and when i do it i really miss diving..so now i want to go diving again...have the calm around me and not hearing anything except my one breaths!!! its great!!
And soon im eating lunch and then im going to hauptbahnhof meeting Emelie go to empelde and get my bag and then by chips and coke and then go to Emelie and see a movie...GREAT..and then home get some sleep and school tomorrow.....have i told you that we got a guy from italy in our class?!?!
me and Shayne things he is cut...if he only toke the berd away;P
Old pic from the Pram
BYE
Breath
I see nothing in your eyes
And the more I see, the less I like
Is it over yet?
In my head
I know nothing of your kind
And I won't reveal your evil mind
Is it over yet?
I can't wait
So sacrifice yourself
And let me have whats left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
I´m going all the way
Get away
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You gotta fight just to make it trough
Cause I´ll be the death of you
This will be all over soon
Pour salt into the open wound
is it over yet?
Let me in
So sacrifice your self
And let me have whats left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
You gotta fight just to make it trough
Cause I´ll be the death of you
I´m waiting
I´m hating
Realize
Start hiding
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You gotta fight just to make it trough
Cause I´ll be the death of you
And the more I see, the less I like
Is it over yet?
In my head
I know nothing of your kind
And I won't reveal your evil mind
Is it over yet?
I can't wait
So sacrifice yourself
And let me have whats left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
I´m going all the way
Get away
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You gotta fight just to make it trough
Cause I´ll be the death of you
This will be all over soon
Pour salt into the open wound
is it over yet?
Let me in
So sacrifice your self
And let me have whats left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
You gotta fight just to make it trough
Cause I´ll be the death of you
I´m waiting
I´m hating
Realize
Start hiding
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You gotta fight just to make it trough
Cause I´ll be the death of you
Back in Germany!
Yesterday i came back to Germany...I had some mixed feelings and when me my mum and mu dad was going to the airport i didnt want to go...i wanted to stay in Sweden...Be at home all day sleep as long as i wanted and just relax...
But when i meet Emelie at the airport in Stockholm i feelt good going back,..
And when i arrived in Hannover and saw Christina and Rickard it feelt good to be back:)
So i played with R the whole night and he and Morten lay in my bed while i was reading to them:)..they are just to cute!!
I dont start school until next monday and that feels good..!! i was there today and payed for it all and orderd my books...
And tonight im going to meet Björn and Baschti:)...its going to be so much fun!! and in 45 min i have to pick my cousin up so im going to bed for a while now!!
Bye
But when i meet Emelie at the airport in Stockholm i feelt good going back,..
And when i arrived in Hannover and saw Christina and Rickard it feelt good to be back:)
So i played with R the whole night and he and Morten lay in my bed while i was reading to them:)..they are just to cute!!
I dont start school until next monday and that feels good..!! i was there today and payed for it all and orderd my books...
And tonight im going to meet Björn and Baschti:)...its going to be so much fun!! and in 45 min i have to pick my cousin up so im going to bed for a while now!!
Bye
Sälen today
Yes so today me my sister and our friends are going to Sälen!! its going to be ver fun:) i hope...but its never boring when were hanging out anyway soo;P
So the last days I havent done so much...been thinking..i dont understand why im thinking so much when i get home to sweden again...its incain...i dont want to think about you or us (but there is no us in that way just friendship) but i do..gaah...get out of my head!!
Yesterday we were at my sisters house:)..I was playing guitarr hero with her children haha they were so much better then me:P..and they are 9 and 12:P...but they are funny:) soo cute:)
hmm yeah yeah guess i dont have anything more to write now...im tired i guess im going to bed for a while again!!..its warm there!!
Bye...
So the last days I havent done so much...been thinking..i dont understand why im thinking so much when i get home to sweden again...its incain...i dont want to think about you or us (but there is no us in that way just friendship) but i do..gaah...get out of my head!!
Yesterday we were at my sisters house:)..I was playing guitarr hero with her children haha they were so much better then me:P..and they are 9 and 12:P...but they are funny:) soo cute:)
hmm yeah yeah guess i dont have anything more to write now...im tired i guess im going to bed for a while again!!..its warm there!!
Bye...
So that was christmas
And that was that....
I got alot of presents stuff that I wanted and needed!!
I woke up this morning when i heard my dog utside my room, i got up and my sisters woke up and then we opened presents, then we went for a walk, my sisters the dogs and mum,,after that we played a game:p...i got a cow that your supposed to have toiletpaper on and a champange bottle!!!
Then we opend more presents and i got alot of things...then i went to my love and did everything i was suppose to do!!
I went in the shower...thats not easy when you have one arm:P...then me and my sister went to my grandma och grandpa and there were my cousins and aunt:)..it was fun got some good food and then more presents:)
And now im home sitting here and thinking about lot of things....im tired of thinking...
The operation went well anyway!!...and i can move almost like before but it hurts sometimes and it feels wierd....but i guess it feels better after a couple of weeks...!!!
yeah yeah..in a few weeks ill go back to germany mixed feelings I TELL YOU....not that i want to stay here all my life but ....because of a thing i dont really want to go back to germany either
And yeah..when we went home from kristinehamn (where my grandparents live) we went to the graveyard to say hi to my sweet friend Carro who i miss sooo much..ive been thinking of her so much and all the time..im sad all i want is for her to be next to me and talk to me....
Then we lit a candle for m grandma that died in august....i miss you too;(
bye
I got alot of presents stuff that I wanted and needed!!
I woke up this morning when i heard my dog utside my room, i got up and my sisters woke up and then we opened presents, then we went for a walk, my sisters the dogs and mum,,after that we played a game:p...i got a cow that your supposed to have toiletpaper on and a champange bottle!!!
Then we opend more presents and i got alot of things...then i went to my love and did everything i was suppose to do!!
I went in the shower...thats not easy when you have one arm:P...then me and my sister went to my grandma och grandpa and there were my cousins and aunt:)..it was fun got some good food and then more presents:)
And now im home sitting here and thinking about lot of things....im tired of thinking...
The operation went well anyway!!...and i can move almost like before but it hurts sometimes and it feels wierd....but i guess it feels better after a couple of weeks...!!!
yeah yeah..in a few weeks ill go back to germany mixed feelings I TELL YOU....not that i want to stay here all my life but ....because of a thing i dont really want to go back to germany either
And yeah..when we went home from kristinehamn (where my grandparents live) we went to the graveyard to say hi to my sweet friend Carro who i miss sooo much..ive been thinking of her so much and all the time..im sad all i want is for her to be next to me and talk to me....
Then we lit a candle for m grandma that died in august....i miss you too;(
bye
Home in Sweden
Soo now im in sweden:)...feels good to be home for more than a weekend so i dont have to hurry up with everything!!!
Came on friday and it was full house here:P my sister had a xmastable?! with her friends....and on saturday my mum had her birthday we gave her presents and then celibrated her..my oma opa tante und cousin came here for a few ours....
i went to my love and toke care of him for a while!!
Then my best Magnus came:)...and the whole family ate togheter...then we started to drink:p...wine beer shots and everything hahah it was so much fun:)...after a while isa came and that was so fun:)...at twelve we went out and it was great:)...
today i havent done anything......Louise came and woke me up at 08.00 this morning:P...FUN i feel asleep at 06.00:P hahah so i was still drunk when we went to my love:P..but it was fun:P...i wasent really walking straight but::Phahahah then we went for a ride:)..i took 20 minutes walk and Lousie was riding and then Louise ride and i walked:)..it was so great to do that again:)...he is so lovely:) wonderful the best guy ever my star:)..but now i cant take care of him so much cause im getting my operation tomorrow...but Louise will come with me so i can visit him:)
yea yeah so tomorrow im getting the operation im starting to be a little bit nervous now but i can make it:)...i have done worse things:P
yeah yeah so today ive been home all day and that was great I havent done anything and its been so calme here:)..LOVELY and mum made me food:)..its nice to be home!!!
Byyyyeee
Came on friday and it was full house here:P my sister had a xmastable?! with her friends....and on saturday my mum had her birthday we gave her presents and then celibrated her..my oma opa tante und cousin came here for a few ours....
i went to my love and toke care of him for a while!!
Then my best Magnus came:)...and the whole family ate togheter...then we started to drink:p...wine beer shots and everything hahah it was so much fun:)...after a while isa came and that was so fun:)...at twelve we went out and it was great:)...
today i havent done anything......Louise came and woke me up at 08.00 this morning:P...FUN i feel asleep at 06.00:P hahah so i was still drunk when we went to my love:P..but it was fun:P...i wasent really walking straight but::Phahahah then we went for a ride:)..i took 20 minutes walk and Lousie was riding and then Louise ride and i walked:)..it was so great to do that again:)...he is so lovely:) wonderful the best guy ever my star:)..but now i cant take care of him so much cause im getting my operation tomorrow...but Louise will come with me so i can visit him:)
yea yeah so tomorrow im getting the operation im starting to be a little bit nervous now but i can make it:)...i have done worse things:P
yeah yeah so today ive been home all day and that was great I havent done anything and its been so calme here:)..LOVELY and mum made me food:)..its nice to be home!!!
Byyyyeee
Eyecandy;)
Soo...
Im back again from a weekend in Graz it was great!!!
Today was Morten sick so i was home with him!! it was cool but im so tired all the time and i dont know why..i guess its because i know that im soon going home and get of work for two weeks!!!
So when my aunt comes home im going to bed sleeping for ahour or so:P
And now im at Björns place we just ate pizza and playing wee....Basti sucks and im great!!;P
I was at judo practise yesterday:)...And my eyecandy was there;)...He said that he was looking forward to fight with me..and we did and we laught and look at eatchother...hihi
and when i went out he went out and we talked a bit:)...he is sooo cute!!..and hesmiles at me all the time...maybe he is flirting;)..who knows...And when i said that i had to pack on thursday cause im going home he walked to me and ask if im not coming back!!!...But i told him that i was coming back in january;)
yeah we will see what happends there;P...maybe he flirts even more when i come back HÖHÖ...
So now i have to goo
sweden on friday YAAAY!!!
Bye
Im back again from a weekend in Graz it was great!!!
Today was Morten sick so i was home with him!! it was cool but im so tired all the time and i dont know why..i guess its because i know that im soon going home and get of work for two weeks!!!
So when my aunt comes home im going to bed sleeping for ahour or so:P
And now im at Björns place we just ate pizza and playing wee....Basti sucks and im great!!;P
I was at judo practise yesterday:)...And my eyecandy was there;)...He said that he was looking forward to fight with me..and we did and we laught and look at eatchother...hihi
and when i went out he went out and we talked a bit:)...he is sooo cute!!..and hesmiles at me all the time...maybe he is flirting;)..who knows...And when i said that i had to pack on thursday cause im going home he walked to me and ask if im not coming back!!!...But i told him that i was coming back in january;)
yeah we will see what happends there;P...maybe he flirts even more when i come back HÖHÖ...
So now i have to goo
sweden on friday YAAAY!!!
Bye
AT my Sweetie in Graz
Yeah im here:)...And its wonderful to be with my Sweetie and best friend again!!
I went with the trin yesterday morning..it didnt even feel fare!;)..changed train 3 times and then i stood there in Graz hauptbahnhof!!!...I couldnt send a mesage and couldnt call Hanna so i didnt now what to do..and she couldnt call me:P...so just when i was thinking about going in and ask if i could borrow the fun the sweetest girl in black hair and purple jacket ran to me and hugged me:D
and i was so happy it feelt like everything i was sad about left my buddy:)...its so fun t see her again:)
So we went home to her place its ince here..but its really hard to understand the austrian deutsch, but ill manige:P..
Fredde asked us if we wanted to come with him and some other guys out....but we stayed here looked at "greveholm" and just chilled it was so great just talked about everything we'v been up to lately and yeah:)...everything and then Hanna feel asleep...:)
And now we´v been awake for a while..Hanna is taking a shower and im going to do that to soon!!! then were going down town, eat something look around take alot of pics...and yeah just have fun...and tonight i dont know whats happening:)...and tomorrow i'll go home to deutschland again...but the best ting i s when i come home to sweden Hanna comes home to so i'll be able to see her there to:)
we did facel maskes yesterday hahahhaha so funny...we took pics you can see them when im home again haha so funny
bye bye
I went with the trin yesterday morning..it didnt even feel fare!;)..changed train 3 times and then i stood there in Graz hauptbahnhof!!!...I couldnt send a mesage and couldnt call Hanna so i didnt now what to do..and she couldnt call me:P...so just when i was thinking about going in and ask if i could borrow the fun the sweetest girl in black hair and purple jacket ran to me and hugged me:D
and i was so happy it feelt like everything i was sad about left my buddy:)...its so fun t see her again:)
So we went home to her place its ince here..but its really hard to understand the austrian deutsch, but ill manige:P..
Fredde asked us if we wanted to come with him and some other guys out....but we stayed here looked at "greveholm" and just chilled it was so great just talked about everything we'v been up to lately and yeah:)...everything and then Hanna feel asleep...:)
And now we´v been awake for a while..Hanna is taking a shower and im going to do that to soon!!! then were going down town, eat something look around take alot of pics...and yeah just have fun...and tonight i dont know whats happening:)...and tomorrow i'll go home to deutschland again...but the best ting i s when i come home to sweden Hanna comes home to so i'll be able to see her there to:)
we did facel maskes yesterday hahahhaha so funny...we took pics you can see them when im home again haha so funny
bye bye
Fin
I thought this text was nice...!!
Rickard ist krank heute so ich muss zuhause bleiben!!!
But it dosent matter i didnt want to go to school today anyway its nice to be home with Rickard he is in the sofa...and listening to a tape...before we watched pippi langstrumpf:)..hehe it was fun!!But it was in deutsch but i understood everything:)...i understand everything when i read now to:)..or almost it feels great!!:)
so now i have to cook lunch for us:)
Then i dont know what were going to do....
Wenn ich nicht mehr da bin, geh' du den Weg für mich
Lebst du für uns beide, und wein' nicht mehr um mich
Wenn ich nicht mehr da bin, bleibst nicht steh'n
Ich wart' auf dich, am ende der Zeit
bis wir uns wiederseh'n
understand?!
bye
2 years ago
So today was a really bad day for me..last night i couldnt sleep i just lay in bed and starred in the wall....i looked at the clock and it was 01.00 i tryied to sleep but nothing....03.00 i went up to drink water....and thenn i read some....and then at 05.30 i feel asleep..or that was the last time i looked at the clock anyway!!
I knew what was wrong when i woke up...and im so sick of it....
It was two years ago Denise TWO FUCKING YEARS.....but that was the day my life changed.....i get sad cause i think about how sad i was two years ago....how much i didnt want to do anything....and a couple of weeks ago i thought it was changing...that i actually was getting better and happy for real....but that was just imagination i guess...cause this saturday I got sad again...i understood that ive actually started to like a guy...who wasent my ex boyfriend...and i thought that was great im finally moving on...and maybe this is right maybe this thing could work...but NOO
I think im not meent to be happy...i think im not meent to have a boyfriend or someone who likes me..i think im just supposed to be friend with everyone or not everyone but a few.....
i should be alone...forever and not even try to get anything started and that what im going to do now....
Im sick of being left when i think that it could work and i start to show how i feel...im sick of guys telling me that i dont have to be scared cause they wont hurt me....im sick of them SICK SICK SICK...i dont want anything to do with them
i feel alone so alone and all i want to do is scream and cry...ive been walking around like a zombie today..and all i want to do is crawl down in my bed and stay there for ever.....im going to do that when i come home to Sweden...I never wanted to go to Sweden before but now i cant wait to go home,....to my bed to my tv and just stay there.....im so tired i just want to sleep and turn back time a couple of years...like 6 then i would do so many different things......
But yeah...im back in sqaure one...but now im never going to let my self be fooled again....no more guys no more anything just...something els
I knew what was wrong when i woke up...and im so sick of it....
It was two years ago Denise TWO FUCKING YEARS.....but that was the day my life changed.....i get sad cause i think about how sad i was two years ago....how much i didnt want to do anything....and a couple of weeks ago i thought it was changing...that i actually was getting better and happy for real....but that was just imagination i guess...cause this saturday I got sad again...i understood that ive actually started to like a guy...who wasent my ex boyfriend...and i thought that was great im finally moving on...and maybe this is right maybe this thing could work...but NOO
I think im not meent to be happy...i think im not meent to have a boyfriend or someone who likes me..i think im just supposed to be friend with everyone or not everyone but a few.....
i should be alone...forever and not even try to get anything started and that what im going to do now....
Im sick of being left when i think that it could work and i start to show how i feel...im sick of guys telling me that i dont have to be scared cause they wont hurt me....im sick of them SICK SICK SICK...i dont want anything to do with them
i feel alone so alone and all i want to do is scream and cry...ive been walking around like a zombie today..and all i want to do is crawl down in my bed and stay there for ever.....im going to do that when i come home to Sweden...I never wanted to go to Sweden before but now i cant wait to go home,....to my bed to my tv and just stay there.....im so tired i just want to sleep and turn back time a couple of years...like 6 then i would do so many different things......
But yeah...im back in sqaure one...but now im never going to let my self be fooled again....no more guys no more anything just...something els
Barbeque tonight
Hellooo!!
Yesterday i was out with Shayne and Juan from my school...first we were at Juans place and played music and drank beer...around 23.30 we went to the dax:)..it was funny
We meet Asja the first thing we did and she is so sweet:)..hehe and she was a bit drunk to;P...And after 2 minutes we meet Basti, justus and Björn:)..
we got our free drink (you have to pay 5 euro to get in but when you do that you get a free drink;P) and then went Shayne and Juan home:(..Juan had to go up early today to work and Juan was going to paris...
so i hang around with the guys:)
It was really funny took some pics that ill show you later:)
and today then:)..Im going to take a shower in a few minutes...then im going to buy some beer and then im going to Empelde and see all of the guys and barbeque:)..its going to be great....were going to be att bastis garden:)...
its me Basti, Björn, Justus, Asja, Steffi and Robin i think:)...drink beer and just have fun:)
its my last weekend here for like a month im going to miss them all!! but ill be back:)
And when ill get back louise is coming and that will be fun:)
hope my sister can come soon too!!
And in a week ill be in Graz with my Sweetie:)..Yaaaayy!!
Bye tschus
(my Aunt told me on thursday that she really can see that i learnd so much german here cause i write so much better now and i can talk better and read books like really good yaay)
Yesterday i was out with Shayne and Juan from my school...first we were at Juans place and played music and drank beer...around 23.30 we went to the dax:)..it was funny
We meet Asja the first thing we did and she is so sweet:)..hehe and she was a bit drunk to;P...And after 2 minutes we meet Basti, justus and Björn:)..
we got our free drink (you have to pay 5 euro to get in but when you do that you get a free drink;P) and then went Shayne and Juan home:(..Juan had to go up early today to work and Juan was going to paris...
so i hang around with the guys:)
It was really funny took some pics that ill show you later:)
and today then:)..Im going to take a shower in a few minutes...then im going to buy some beer and then im going to Empelde and see all of the guys and barbeque:)..its going to be great....were going to be att bastis garden:)...
its me Basti, Björn, Justus, Asja, Steffi and Robin i think:)...drink beer and just have fun:)
its my last weekend here for like a month im going to miss them all!! but ill be back:)
And when ill get back louise is coming and that will be fun:)
hope my sister can come soon too!!
And in a week ill be in Graz with my Sweetie:)..Yaaaayy!!
Bye tschus
(my Aunt told me on thursday that she really can see that i learnd so much german here cause i write so much better now and i can talk better and read books like really good yaay)
Christmas spirit!
Helloooo!!
So i found the books yesterday but when we came to the library it was closed:P...ofcourse.....so we went to the weihnachtsmark and wir haben mit das karusell gefarhen...it was funny at least M was happy:)...
And then we went home...then R and C came home..
Basti picked me up and we went to Björns place we drank bierchen..goooood:)..and we looked at fussball and yeah!! nothing much a fun night!
Today I was at school boring as usual..she is so slow so the last 30 minutes i always get really tired!;P...But today i wrote a text about mein zukunft...i dont know if i wrote that good with all the grammar and the spelling but:)...i think she understand what i want to do:)...i wrote about my planes to go to asia and study to be a fireman!!..
After school i went to hauptbahnhof mit Shayne...we ate nutella crepe..and how good isnt that?!?! JUMMY....and lots of nutella on it mmm im going to make some when I get to sweden...if i can find any nutella;P..and then we went shopping or i did.;P...i bought a present for my sister and for my dad...then i bought 2 tops for my self ofcourse...aaaa i never learn...i shouldnt buy anything for my self now...but;P..i wanted it:P...so im not going to buy anything next week...i think i will look for more xmas presents in Graz when i go there and the last week in Hannover...and maybe when i get to Sweden...if im not to tired but i dont think so:)
And tomorrow im of..i actually got today off to and thats great:)
So tomorrow im just going to sleep and then im going out with Juan and Shayne yaay:)..its going to be so much fun..and hopefully Basti and everyone els comes to the Dax so ill see them there:)..
and on saturday were talking about barbeque:P...in december but;P..haha what to do!?
and today C is going to parents meating?!..so I have to put my cousins to bed tonight and try to get them to sleep OMY....hahaha hope it turns out well!!
Bye for now:)
So i found the books yesterday but when we came to the library it was closed:P...ofcourse.....so we went to the weihnachtsmark and wir haben mit das karusell gefarhen...it was funny at least M was happy:)...
And then we went home...then R and C came home..
Basti picked me up and we went to Björns place we drank bierchen..goooood:)..and we looked at fussball and yeah!! nothing much a fun night!
Today I was at school boring as usual..she is so slow so the last 30 minutes i always get really tired!;P...But today i wrote a text about mein zukunft...i dont know if i wrote that good with all the grammar and the spelling but:)...i think she understand what i want to do:)...i wrote about my planes to go to asia and study to be a fireman!!..
After school i went to hauptbahnhof mit Shayne...we ate nutella crepe..and how good isnt that?!?! JUMMY....and lots of nutella on it mmm im going to make some when I get to sweden...if i can find any nutella;P..and then we went shopping or i did.;P...i bought a present for my sister and for my dad...then i bought 2 tops for my self ofcourse...aaaa i never learn...i shouldnt buy anything for my self now...but;P..i wanted it:P...so im not going to buy anything next week...i think i will look for more xmas presents in Graz when i go there and the last week in Hannover...and maybe when i get to Sweden...if im not to tired but i dont think so:)
And tomorrow im of..i actually got today off to and thats great:)
So tomorrow im just going to sleep and then im going out with Juan and Shayne yaay:)..its going to be so much fun..and hopefully Basti and everyone els comes to the Dax so ill see them there:)..
and on saturday were talking about barbeque:P...in december but;P..haha what to do!?
and today C is going to parents meating?!..so I have to put my cousins to bed tonight and try to get them to sleep OMY....hahaha hope it turns out well!!
Bye for now:)
