Its you
Hey everyone....
Sitting here while my cousins aunt and there opa is out and playing fotball...I ahve no energy today to do anything so i didnt come...my head hurts and im tired...and its going to be a hard week for me so i just want to be alone and by my self tonight!!
Friday I was home all day i hanged out with my cousins yesterday to acctually...and i was at the gym and in the night me and Varpu rented movies and looked at them!! really good once too:)
"A walk to remember" i love that movie...and we saw it with german subtitle:P...its fun to read it!!
And today were going to rent more movies cause we saw so many movies that we would like to rent:)..So today i think it will be "meet joe black" and if the movie is in today "high school musical 3":)..
So tomorrow morning my aunt is leaving, shes going to Finland for a week:O..dont now how it will be here then:P..But there father comes home on tuesday so tomorrow its me Opa and the children:)..think it will go well!!
And on tuesday were going to swim:)...
Dont now what to write any more...oo yeah...i have a living hamster under my eye:P...or whatever you cal it...my eye is kind of jumping up and down all the time...I had it all week now and i sucks...i dont know what it is....might have to go to the doctor!!....
But a song you should listen to is....switchfoot - you....soooo good song!!!!!!!
Bye everyone....(coming home in 9 days:))
Sitting here while my cousins aunt and there opa is out and playing fotball...I ahve no energy today to do anything so i didnt come...my head hurts and im tired...and its going to be a hard week for me so i just want to be alone and by my self tonight!!
Friday I was home all day i hanged out with my cousins yesterday to acctually...and i was at the gym and in the night me and Varpu rented movies and looked at them!! really good once too:)
"A walk to remember" i love that movie...and we saw it with german subtitle:P...its fun to read it!!
And today were going to rent more movies cause we saw so many movies that we would like to rent:)..So today i think it will be "meet joe black" and if the movie is in today "high school musical 3":)..
So tomorrow morning my aunt is leaving, shes going to Finland for a week:O..dont now how it will be here then:P..But there father comes home on tuesday so tomorrow its me Opa and the children:)..think it will go well!!
And on tuesday were going to swim:)...
Dont now what to write any more...oo yeah...i have a living hamster under my eye:P...or whatever you cal it...my eye is kind of jumping up and down all the time...I had it all week now and i sucks...i dont know what it is....might have to go to the doctor!!....
But a song you should listen to is....switchfoot - you....soooo good song!!!!!!!
Bye everyone....(coming home in 9 days:))
New day...Neues Tag..Ny dag
So its snowing....i hate this wetter...saturday it was so nice...and monday it was storm and yesterday it was ok..and now its snowing:(...and like the biggest snowflakes ever...
I went with my cousins to there kindergarten then i went to the gym and did my workout...home cleand a little bit and now im sitting here and listening to the best german song i ever heard...
"Heimfeld - Bring mich nach Hause"...great song....
well have nothing more to write...except that its probablywont be any USA for me this summer that sucks....
"I Love you"
Youn dont know how much I love you!
I love you
Das Leben hat einen ganz anderen Drive bekommen.
Jeder Tag ist ein Genuss.
Die kleinen Eigenheiten des anderen hat man in sein Herz geschlossen:
das Morgengemuffel under der Bettdecke, die kleinen Laster, der super coole Look.
Ein Blick in diese Augen...und man ist völlig willenlos.
Man hat nur noch Augen für eins: You are the sunshine of my life.
Die Luft knistert, schon ist der Kopf verdreht, die Knie werden weich.
Man könnte die ganze Nacht durchtanzen - never again lonely nights!
Um wieder einen klaren Kopf zu bekommen, hlift nur Abkühlung.
In Moment der Einsamkeit heult den Mond vom Himmel - where are you???
Beim nächsten Date könnte man abheben und knutscht den anderen nieder.
Es ist kaum zu glauben, wie atemlos der andere einen macht: Es gibt Momente, in denen man sich selbst nicht wieder erkennt: Man könnte sich sonst wo hinbeissen, weil man etwas vergessen hat, was dem anderen wichtig ist.
Wenn´s mal zofft, ist man total geknickt und super schlecht gelaunt, weil der andere sauer ist.
Darling I´m so sorry!
Nach zögerlichem Schmollen versöhnt man sich endlos bis tief in die Nacht,
Man könnte schreien vor Glück und vor lauter übermut gleich wieder ein bisschen rangeln... Love is in die air.
You drive me wild, baby!
Man neckt und lockt und flirtet... Do you feel my heart beating?
Was kümmern einen neidische Blicke!
What a wonderful world - yeahhhhhh ...
Only you - auch bis ans Ende dieser Welt!
It´s true, baby, I love you!
I love you
I went with my cousins to there kindergarten then i went to the gym and did my workout...home cleand a little bit and now im sitting here and listening to the best german song i ever heard...
"Heimfeld - Bring mich nach Hause"...great song....
well have nothing more to write...except that its probablywont be any USA for me this summer that sucks....
"I Love you"
Youn dont know how much I love you!
I love you
Das Leben hat einen ganz anderen Drive bekommen.
Jeder Tag ist ein Genuss.
Die kleinen Eigenheiten des anderen hat man in sein Herz geschlossen:
das Morgengemuffel under der Bettdecke, die kleinen Laster, der super coole Look.
Ein Blick in diese Augen...und man ist völlig willenlos.
Man hat nur noch Augen für eins: You are the sunshine of my life.
Die Luft knistert, schon ist der Kopf verdreht, die Knie werden weich.
Man könnte die ganze Nacht durchtanzen - never again lonely nights!
Um wieder einen klaren Kopf zu bekommen, hlift nur Abkühlung.
In Moment der Einsamkeit heult den Mond vom Himmel - where are you???
Beim nächsten Date könnte man abheben und knutscht den anderen nieder.
Es ist kaum zu glauben, wie atemlos der andere einen macht: Es gibt Momente, in denen man sich selbst nicht wieder erkennt: Man könnte sich sonst wo hinbeissen, weil man etwas vergessen hat, was dem anderen wichtig ist.
Wenn´s mal zofft, ist man total geknickt und super schlecht gelaunt, weil der andere sauer ist.
Darling I´m so sorry!
Nach zögerlichem Schmollen versöhnt man sich endlos bis tief in die Nacht,
Man könnte schreien vor Glück und vor lauter übermut gleich wieder ein bisschen rangeln... Love is in die air.
You drive me wild, baby!
Man neckt und lockt und flirtet... Do you feel my heart beating?
Was kümmern einen neidische Blicke!
What a wonderful world - yeahhhhhh ...
Only you - auch bis ans Ende dieser Welt!
It´s true, baby, I love you!
I love you
Spring is here
So today its been so warm...i got up at 09.00 and then me and my cousin went out to play football around elevn--it was so warm so i had to take my jacket of...my god:P...it was great
Then ive been sitting in the sun all day until i sat down here by the computer and now were going to eat and then im going to fitness Bauch workout today:D...and then tnight im meeting my class...and were having a party im not drinking though its been to much lately..!!
so i have nothing more to say.....i dont get my brain at all..or maybe its not my brain maybe its my heart it sucks...
but i did good on my test that i had this week:)
Hearing writing and listening everything was good=)..grammar was a bit hard 3 wrongs to much DARNIT...and then i have to talk on monday:)
hope i do fine..on monday its my last day in class YAAAY
have to eat now BYE
Then ive been sitting in the sun all day until i sat down here by the computer and now were going to eat and then im going to fitness Bauch workout today:D...and then tnight im meeting my class...and were having a party im not drinking though its been to much lately..!!
so i have nothing more to say.....i dont get my brain at all..or maybe its not my brain maybe its my heart it sucks...
but i did good on my test that i had this week:)
Hearing writing and listening everything was good=)..grammar was a bit hard 3 wrongs to much DARNIT...and then i have to talk on monday:)
hope i do fine..on monday its my last day in class YAAAY
have to eat now BYE
Elmerboy the best spoon the best friend
the love of my life my everything...left us today:(
Im so happy i wasent home to see it i dont know if i would of handle it...specially not sitting there while he was sleeping in....
He was the best dog in many ways he's been with me in almost my whole life....
and he sleept in my bed with me so many times...
and his been there when you been said..
i loved him so much
and its going to be awfull to go home when his not there
i miss you Elmer you are great
Im so happy i wasent home to see it i dont know if i would of handle it...specially not sitting there while he was sleeping in....
He was the best dog in many ways he's been with me in almost my whole life....
and he sleept in my bed with me so many times...
and his been there when you been said..
i loved him so much
and its going to be awfull to go home when his not there
i miss you Elmer you are great
Another weekend past by
And now its sunday again....
Im sitting here listening to music and looking...i tihnk i will take some cake soon:D My aunt and cousins are at some friends house..!
Varpu woke me up this morning went to Lister platz and did some workout..and then i went home again no more outside today...im to lazy:P
Its been soo nice outside this weekend yesterday it was almost to warm to have a jacket on:D..how great isnt that?!
Me and Shayne were out yesterday but we were so tired so we went home prettyearly...but friday....OH MY GOOOOOD..what a night..
I was drinking a coke with the gym instructor I had so much fun and laught so much...then i came home and ran to the bahn to meet Sharly at Bahnhof...we went some where do drink a beer with her friends..and then we went to zaza cause Björn was there:)..roung 1.30 we went to meet shayne and her cousin and went to another club...Denise got drunk...really too...i dont remember anything from after 02.00 i think:P..so Shayne told me alot yesterday OMY..hahahaha...i accidently called people in the middle of the night (or morning 05.50) uuuu i will never have my phone with me when im drunk again:P..and at 08.00 we ate som BK and then we went home to Shayne all of us fell alseep in Sharlys bed...hahahahaha:P..my god...but it was fun i was really happy all day:)..and i had so much fun even though i dont remember so much:P
So now i will make som hot choclate and eat a bit cake!!its always gets a little bit crazy with theese two girls;P
BYE
Im sitting here listening to music and looking...i tihnk i will take some cake soon:D My aunt and cousins are at some friends house..!
Varpu woke me up this morning went to Lister platz and did some workout..and then i went home again no more outside today...im to lazy:P
Its been soo nice outside this weekend yesterday it was almost to warm to have a jacket on:D..how great isnt that?!
Me and Shayne were out yesterday but we were so tired so we went home prettyearly...but friday....OH MY GOOOOOD..what a night..
I was drinking a coke with the gym instructor I had so much fun and laught so much...then i came home and ran to the bahn to meet Sharly at Bahnhof...we went some where do drink a beer with her friends..and then we went to zaza cause Björn was there:)..roung 1.30 we went to meet shayne and her cousin and went to another club...Denise got drunk...really too...i dont remember anything from after 02.00 i think:P..so Shayne told me alot yesterday OMY..hahahaha...i accidently called people in the middle of the night (or morning 05.50) uuuu i will never have my phone with me when im drunk again:P..and at 08.00 we ate som BK and then we went home to Shayne all of us fell alseep in Sharlys bed...hahahahaha:P..my god...but it was fun i was really happy all day:)..and i had so much fun even though i dont remember so much:P
So now i will make som hot choclate and eat a bit cake!!its always gets a little bit crazy with theese two girls;P
BYE
Sunday
So its sunday again...and tomorrow i have to work again:(...i dont feel like it im tired just totally exhausted...yesterday i was in bed all day until 19.00 and today i was in bed until my cousins came and told me that dinner was ready... im just so tired...and i dont really want to do anything i just want to be by my self and just relax...sleep and yeah be alone..im never alone here and i need to be alone now i think!!
So friday i was in Agostea with Björn and alot of people...i was sober...didnt even drink one beer or anything...And yesterday i was at Varpus birthday party...it was fun:)..I was sober again...and there were alot of people from all over the world..there was one girl from Singapore she was so cool I really liked her haha we laught so much...And then some guys from our class come...but i went home around 01.00 cause i was so tired...and i sleept til 13.00 today...blärk
I havent done anything more i guess..eating alot of candy and didnt do any workout...i will start my new life tomorrow more workout...less sugar...but i dont have the energy today..but tomorrow hopefully..
Me and Varpu are going to start runing in the woods here and she is coming with me to the gym and do some aerobics with me some days in the week:)..and then on thursdays we and Shayne are going to swim from now on:)..so its going to be easier for me cause i have someone to go with:)
it will be great,..and im thinking about maybe being sober until my sister comes her..thats like 2 months....i can do it...so we will se...maybe i dirnk next weekend but right now i dont feel like it i just want to have calm weekends with movies and stuff!!
Whats wrong with me?!
I miss Sweden....i want to come home...
So friday i was in Agostea with Björn and alot of people...i was sober...didnt even drink one beer or anything...And yesterday i was at Varpus birthday party...it was fun:)..I was sober again...and there were alot of people from all over the world..there was one girl from Singapore she was so cool I really liked her haha we laught so much...And then some guys from our class come...but i went home around 01.00 cause i was so tired...and i sleept til 13.00 today...blärk
I havent done anything more i guess..eating alot of candy and didnt do any workout...i will start my new life tomorrow more workout...less sugar...but i dont have the energy today..but tomorrow hopefully..
Me and Varpu are going to start runing in the woods here and she is coming with me to the gym and do some aerobics with me some days in the week:)..and then on thursdays we and Shayne are going to swim from now on:)..so its going to be easier for me cause i have someone to go with:)
it will be great,..and im thinking about maybe being sober until my sister comes her..thats like 2 months....i can do it...so we will se...maybe i dirnk next weekend but right now i dont feel like it i just want to have calm weekends with movies and stuff!!
Whats wrong with me?!
I miss Sweden....i want to come home...
